Maybe its the weather. Maybe it was the two hour commute home yesterday. Maybe its just plain cold in the office. Or that I havent slept in DAYS. I feel sick today. I have lost all motivation too. I gained 2 pounds in two weeks. This friends is called a funk.
All I want to do is put my head down and close my eyes for 15 mins. I havent been sleeping at night and when I do, I start to toss and turn and wake up an hour before my alarm is supposed to go off. Today it was an hour and then 30 mins too early. I was just going to let my next big purchase be new bedding, but I am having a hard time giving up what I have….its so cute. So I think what could be a solution to this problem is just to wash what I have (and maybe give it a fresh start) and get one of those feather mattress toppers. Matt has one and I love it. Also maybe new pillows. I feel like my bed has been hurting my arm in the middle of the night because it needs to be cushier (remember it goes numb bc there isnt much circulation in there). If that doesnt work, I will have to resort to sleeping pills until I can get back on schedule. I mean going to bed one night at 8:45 and then the next going to bed at 10 but not being able to fall asleep until 1. I will try that and if that doesnt work, off to shop for new bedding.
As far as the two pounds, I blame myself. I havent been active and its catching up. I do situps at night, but not enough. By the time I get home, Im so exhausted because at work I stare and do nothing and I dont sleep. I want to get back on a running schedule. I miss it.
Ok lets have some good news…..Matt called yesterday and he knows when he is coming home! Im excited because that means in the near future. I would love for it to be today, but a girl can dream right? So there is a light at the end of the tunnel. I just wish I were running to it.
Ive done all my blog stalking for the day and need some new blogs to look at….dont you know of any?